i wna cry.
for no apparent reasons i keep having the urge to cry.
perhaps i can use this opportunity to join mediacorp.
because they always say being able to cry whenever you want to makes you a good actor.
yaye.

after sticking to sweetaye for the entire 3 days in a row, i now feel empty and alone w/o him beside me.
i wna go to wrk with him.
i hate to take the 1 hr++ bus rides on my own.
gaah. the urge to cry is here agn. )':

yes i knw i must be independent.
i knw you cant help it.
i knw i should understand you and understand all these.
i knw it all.
but do you think i can help it too?


T.T